DiscoverGet a Grip PodcastHow I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 116
How I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 116

How I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 116

Update: 2026-01-01
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In this powerful and honest conversation, Aaron and Louis sit down with Elaine Berman to unpack a life that, on the surface, looked relatively normal—but carried deep, hidden wounds beneath it. Elaine opens up about her early years in ballet, including the discipline and pressure of an extremely strict instructor, before sharing the trauma of a sexual assault she experienced at a young age. From there, she walks listeners through pivotal moments of growing up, first dates, graduating, and celebrating youth, while unknowingly stepping into patterns that would later shape her struggles.As the conversation unfolds, Elaine describes falling into relationships marked by infidelity, experimentation, and self-destruction. What begins as a spontaneous strip club audition turns into a new identity, life on stage, and exposure to the darker, addictive side of stripping. She speaks candidly about her first lap dance, substance use, and a series of intense relationships that pulled her deeper into chaos, including relapses and encounters with drugs she never imagined trying. Elaine also reflects on how these chapters eventually came to an end, what rock bottom looked like, and how she found her way into recovery. The episode closes with hope, as Elaine shares how healing, self-work, and a healthier relationship helped her begin a new chapter. This is a raw, unfiltered story of survival, consequences, and the strength it takes to rebuild.


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How I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 116

How I Went From Ballet Lessons to Stripping and M3th Addiction | Ep 116

Louis Essig and Aaron Garnes